Filling in the Gap

What a surprise! Jason just told me to write a blog. Tell this part of our story. So. Here I am. I turned on the computer, went to search "Blogger" and here are my old posts. And the treasure of all treasure. . .unpublished posts! Intimate ones that I never shared because that piece of our story was hoped for but still unwritten. It makes it easier to start writing since I don't have to worry about the awkward first post. Still, my linear brain isn't sure that I love the huge gap in our story. That piece of us is all captioned on Instagram, with no gaps! Babies, moves, puppies, friends, family, schooling, the every dailys, and now our new adventure. Sigh. This really is a good starting place actually. Wow. I should not go forward without remembering where I was when I first ached to adopt. How tied up my heart was in my own plan. First I must sit here and realize how long ago that dream became and how much God packed into my life in the gap.

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